May 2010
glimmer.
sometimes it only takes a glimmer of hope to see the truth. sometimes it only takes a flicker of light to see the bigger picture. sometimes, only sometimes, nothing can make you see what’s everywhere.
luck.
where I’m sitting right now I’m surrounded with people who have life far worse off than me. sometimes sadness reminds you how lucky you are.
each other's soulmates.
Carrie: The longer I sat at that table the more alone I felt and it really hit me, I am thirty-five and alone.
Miranda: You are not alone.
Carrie: No, I know I have you guys. I hate myself a little for saying this but… pstarts to get emotional] it felt really sad not to have a man in my life who cares about me. No special guy to wish me happy birthday. [the girls nod, all looking upset] No goddamn soulmate… and I don’t even know if I believe in soulmates.
Charlotte: Don’t laugh at me, but maybe we could be each other’s soulmates. And then we could let men be just these great nice guys to have fun with.
Samantha: [leans toward Charlotte] Well, that sounds like a plan. [Charlotte smiles and takes her hand]
Carrie: I’m thirty-five, thirty-five is not twenty-five.
Miranda: Thank, god!
Carrie: I’m thirty-five.
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i havent posted on my tumblr in a while.
too much has gone on in the past few weeks and i needed to clear my head.
i’m glad because now i feel organized. i feel a sense of clarity i haven’t felt in a long tme.
a door closed, a window opened.
my life has changed but i’ve had to come to terms with it. i’m at peace with how things are working out.
but, don’t get it...
